Im scared that i may be going crazy?? help pleasee?

It could be your meds. It could be a thyroid problem. Often times people get misdiagnosed for mental issues when their thyroid may be a contributing factor. I'm not saying you don't need your meds. I'm not a doctor but have a lot of experience with thyroid related issues which caused me great anxiety and depression. When many doc's check your thyroid as long as your tsh level (thyroid stimulating hormone) is between 1-5 they say you are fine when in all actuality people feel better when their level is closer to 1. If you get tested don't just call and say is my thyroid fine? You want a hard copy to look at all of your levels to compare the ranges. If they find you have a problem it is best to go on a prescription thyroid that is natural that gives you t3 and t4 from a compound pharmacy. Do not take yourself off your meds your doctor prescribes unless you wean with the doctors help or you could hav worse problems. No more cutting or slitting your wrists!!! You deserve better than that. About the drug maybe burning your throat read the side effects that come along with the drug that could be doing this then talk to your doctor tell he/she what is happening and maybe they can give you something different. Talk to your parents. Get help do not live with this problem alone. Pray for answers and to be guided what to do. Good luck to you sweetie. Hang in there and never give up!!! Many blessings to you. You deserve a life of happiness!